I don't know. Tristan thinks someone might be sending them to me on purpose. I see things-- Places and people and... and things I don't know. It's always me, but... a different me, hurting people. Strangers, or-- or you, or Tristan. But I don't know how to do any of the things I do when I'm dreaming. I don't know how someone i-insides go together, so how could I take them apart? O-Or using magic to do things to someone's body, I-- It's like healing, but backwards. But I don't know that at all...

[It's all incredibly distressing. He clings to Jupiter's arm more tightly, huddling against him and trembling at the thought. He'd never even seen any significant amount of blood before. His magic training has been restricted to frivolous, ornamental things. So where is it all coming from, if not from some unknown enemy?]