[While Jupiter is busy being the most emotionally stunted person on the block, Tris waits in tense silence. It's not that he doesn't know Jupiter is clueless about a lot of emotions, he's known him enough. He doesn't think Jupiter has the malice to call him disgusting for his affections--even if Tris feels it. But still the anxiety and the silence is crushing, and he wants to get on his knees and beg just to make something happen. But he doesn't anymore, he doesn't beg or debase himself, so all he can do is wait for Jupiter to respond (probably that he's not interested) and squirm in the silence.]